i love you

your smile shines like the sun

your laugh like music

i want you

i want your kisses

hot and wild

i love you

you are beautiful

lovely and mine

no one can take you away

dance with me

hold me

love with me

cry tears of hate

and yet you say

kiss me, i love you

day of white

we are together forever

we vow our love

and party all night

kiss me, hold me

make me happy

i love you

i love you

as i lay,

i say

i love you,

but to my dismay

you cant say i love you.

I cry at night waiting,and hopeing,

but it is usless.

I say i love you,

but you never say it to,

i gave my heart to you,

and u riped it in two,

so as i lay,

i can not say

i love you.

River of Emotion

The blade glistens in the light I can see the blood stains on the silver from the many times I used it. The music blares in my ears I lower the blade of the knife to my wrist and press and....pull at the exact moment I always pull the blade across my wrist the exact moment that the song changes from loud and scrams to sad and lonely. The emotions of the week spill out in a river of blood along with all the thoughts of just slitting my thought and ending my sad pathetic life. My blood runs down my wrist and into the sink which I hold my hand over. The smell of blood fills the air and my body fills with the sense of relief and serenity and oddly enough a slow throbbing pain in my arm from the five not three or one new cut but five new cuts on my wrist. I feel the pain and smile and say aloud "this is as good as it gets!" I close my eyes and find myself standing next to a lake of blood with rivers of blood and emotion feeding it along with my own river of blood and emotion. I open my eyes and smile sensation of peace through my body and realize my blood is a river of emotion.